selected by the editors thereof
/founded ,1925 / (20th Century Poems )(1927-1969)
p.819 "Mindless birds ,at your feet , your
blood ,rushing up to greet your shadow."
page 794 "Footsteps full of money ,I offer you
what I have ,my poverty." (selfimage via penny-armour)
p.796 "The morning light is so delicate ,so
utterly empty." "The spirit of the human
verb is darkened and stupefyed."(Shroud imagry,reflective of
what's becoming of this planet , being consumed and eaten
Western Town "Perhaps, only the sleepy sacks of
mail ,or ,a lone coffin ,come by rail."
"And as load as noise ,which keens across
the dingy room , FULL GAIN AND IT'S COIN GONE ,AS ABUPTLY DIES."
WAX -LOANS "OF PLEDGES ,UNREDEEMED ,A
SPECTRIAL BAND OF BRASS AND NICKLE ,marching in the dark toward
the morning and redemption."(coin coverings)
The Winter Pond
"The swimmer arose
in his nakedness and called from the opposite
Winter Verse "An angel with
bright light ,sent to suprise me once ,before I die ,with
the real aspect of things."
page 201 "(yet) ,illusory
errors ,as all my incarnations ,face to face ,repeat
themselves(and are) people in two mirrors ."
"My back is argus-eyed .....FALSE
SHADOWS TURN TO TRACK ME ,AS I PASS AND WEARING BEARDS ,
DISUISED ......and to read the blotter in the looking glass."
"Ring the bell of memory ,and run
7th page / "Mad-eyed from stating the
obvious."(destorted self image)
(notes: from July,1987) page 8 "Another
mentioned it for the 3rd -time ,in harsh bronze."
"And when that live tongue is all dispelled ,THAT
GLASS OBSCURED OR BROKEN."(ENSCALED,REFLECTIVE COVERINGS)
PAGE 9 "and (of) long standing ,........
,when the bronze annels of the oak-tree close."
"Horse of our courage,in which(is) beheld the
singing locust of the soul ."
page 10 "There's no one any more except the
echo on the shore and echo only laughs and runs away."
(reflected imagry,via computer....goes beind and leaves the
human form behind)
"Like an egg of fire ,alone ,a glistening armadilo
,with fixed ,ignited eyes." "Dreamlike mimicry !
----- ,fire and piercing cry ,and panic and weak mailed fist;
clinched (ignorant) against the sky."(armoured coverings)
page 30 "The ghosts of the villages trail
in the sky ,making a new twilight "] "Rain falls into
the open eyes of the dead."
"When the forests have been destroyed ,their
darkness(canoy ,shade of) ,THE ASH ,THE GREAT WALKER FOLLOWS
PAGE 34 "I SEEK AN EMPTY MIND , REFLECTION
IS MY CURSE." "AN OLD MAN SITS NETTING HIS NET ,IN
THE GLOAMING ,ALMOST INVISIBLE ,A DARK PURPLE -BROWN."(bronze
page 40 "Ever wrinkle ,crack or pore or furrow
,and grit of the eyelids ,closed too long." (close-up
page 52 "Hear ,behind the brain and through
the sullen heat's migraine ,the atavistic voice of cain."
(military coverings) The deforests ...
visit the glen and munch their lunches."
"And every paper had(read) man
(kind) ,lost in tree."
p.55 "Whose fur stood out
electric ,in the deepening dusk."
(big lies/ easy living) "The water will flood
,CALM SHALL MAKE THE UNWARY SUCUMB."
"The little winged hurts of everyday clutch." (coin
(resurrection) "You take the spirit we give as
if with ancient torch ,you stand and fill the walls with fires
around her head."
At The Fish houses "...,an old man sits netting his net
,in the gloaming ,almost invisible ,A DARK PURPLE-BROWN ,AND
HIS SHUTTLE ,WARN AND POLISHED." (patern of bronze coverings
and color of )
"And some melancholy stains ,like dried blood
,where the ironwork has rusted."
page 60 Before The Dawn "",or wake all
over ,with an old incurable abscess ...of thought...(with)...
no knife or surgeon to cut it off." (destorted selfimafe,via
Summing up the world today : "God ,save
this rout of leaves."
"Our sins , thick as rhinocerous skins in dead
page61) "Beneath her terrible blaze ,my skeleton from within
a dark tomb ,glitters out ."
"You beat a tympanum of cloud ; I DRUM DESERTED
COBBLESTONES." (streets of old had an almost alive ,enscaled
patern to them , now , a dark mass of oil and gravel.)
"Either faithful blandness or her blue ,heaviest
shadow."(moods ,either or , hot or cold ;REFLECTIVE THOUGHT
OR REACTIVE MADNESS;;with Shroud imagry ---either projected
body or coverings of varied sorts)
page 69 ", ...the high green medows are glowing
,as if light from within."
Breakwaters : "Their stringent ,hard ,old
hearts will disregard his knocking."
page 83 : "I have wakened often from a cold
dream and smelled the smoke beneath their wings and seen their
page 85 "Father time and mother earth ,a marraige
on the rocks."
"The ......room throbbed like a bruise. Under a
sheet ,clad in taboos."
"Was she dead? Her eyes flew open ,startled ,stange
"Struck at by lightnings of silence ." "And
sips and bewilders it's reflection ,till the sky shuts back
,like a burned land to it's spark."
(poems indexed A-Z )
The Calculation : "And was late because
my shadow was pointing toward nothing,like the cess of
Calenture : " Hillsides of water,crested
with clouds of foam , heavy with a fading dream of home."
"Some small thing ,like the linked arrows os
a bird ,unguessed at."
Canaan : "Jordan's valley bubbled over ,high
between these opposites ..,he rose by night."
Boy In Ice : " and memory stayed ,your
dumb and stiffened glass divides a shadow and a shade. In
air ,my shadow's face ;it's winter gaze let's fall ,to see
beneath the stream's bright bars ,that other shade in thrall."
page 104 "and with ploughing sword ,she is
anointed with burning torrents.... that leviathan ,in his
"Jorden-bed lay smitten to dry boulders ."
(same idea--mix of information ,river can be seen
from above as the surface , things therein , and it's uneven
page 105 "As if ,with hope ,and fades like
a dead soul ,still standing up."
page 106 (imaged coinage -mixed with wounded
body image) "Solicitious and shining grace ....A NAME
DESCENDS ON THE ANONYMOUS." (mark of the beast ;taxation
now over 50% for many ,as it were , crushing the poor under
it's weight,ie government's)
Chesapeake : "The ghosts recede to shore
; next morning ,old stumps abandoned by pioneers ,are covered
by large silent birds." (coin imagry)
page 118 " (reflected imagry) "A bright-eyed
woman .... in a sightless trap far below ground ,of which
, another held the key."(tomb guards)
"Still the shadows of time ,lie like questions
over our secret." "Until, we mirror ourselves in your eyes
,until we speak into your ear."
"The shores of blood broaden to recieve us."
(idea of enhanced Shroud Imagry-photos and computer,
Uv to Infered )
"Already , your breath is inhaling us ,drawing us
down into your sleep ."
page 121 "Dark and naked time." "Time and the
end of time ,may be undone ,and justice rouse the
dead."(resurrection)page 123 " The basilisking glare of
nothing , our pernicious foe."
page 129 And must down in the muck of it's past ,for some
little squirting life."( aura of living things)
"The self ,what a brute it is." (idea of empire and
race wars ;tomb -coverings)
page 133 "And now ,on our backs .... the stars
are falling into our cracked eyes."
"Shed now ,your winter -varnish." (idea of persona
"The cat to the horse , by way of the dragon ,TO SOME
STRIPPED SKY , BY WAY OF THE BIRD."
"THE LIFE PLOT THICKENS. WAIT . WE HAVE
FORGOTTEN OUR FOOTSTEPS."
PAGE 148 : "CLAMPED AND FLEXED IN THE VICE
of their beating wings ,now flaring astride the brassy eye
of the sun ."
page 148 : "...Our shadow glides down to the
bottom ,beneath consideration."
"Upside-down ,in the water mirror ,as
though gravity dragged images down and drained them off."
comment on Nostrodamus prediction targeted 7/24 /1999 (dont
have text at hand ;In part it said that the "King of Terror"
would fall ;Aries(MARS) will reign happily ,before and after
. What comes to mind is that terror is very much a thing
the Usa associates with the other, the enemy, but not
ourselves. The very hight of terror for this 20thC. was the
Cuban Missle Crisis. The "King" of this , Kennedy ,his son
John, Buried at sea July 23 by military?;his father ,posibly
killed by their assets. Best remembered for a military salute
,to the victom thereof. (found text )
"In the year 1999 and seven months , from the
sky will come the GREAT KING OF TERROR . He will bring back
to life the great king of the Mongols. Before and after ,
MARS REGNER PAR BONHEUR."(war reigns happily.")
(text note , Angolmois ,not angoumois in w. France
, but the anagram of the .... Mongolois. Idea pointing
to what some have said , that George Magazine was considering
running with the story of the technology "GIFTS" TO CHINA
, and soon , a new Terror shall reign supreme in men's minds
,given the widespread proliferation and sales of the same.
Indeed ,a Missle Defence System is again being considered.
I'll say it plainly , high treason , of the very highest
posible type , infesting our so-call government.If Kennedy wasn't
being GROOMEDfor the highest office ...as it were ,the great
Hope of the Left , why the weeks of wall to wall coverage; why
indeed ? "HE shall bring back to life..."
;perhaps an exposee ,but really ,that cat is already out of
the bag ,it's no secret any more(read: THE YEAR OF THE RAT)
,about these goings on) (must not forget the terror from the
sky ,of 1999...,called Monica's War ;was admitted recently ,that
we came within hours of a ground invasion of Serbia. And just
who is/are the we in this case? ; NATO...? Indeed,prophecy
aside ,with the great number of tREASONOUSparties involved ,all
trying to seek cover , IS ANY THINKING AMERICAN SAFE TO SPEAK
THE TRUTH IN THESE UNITED STATES? ------------ ,ARE WE
ONE ,UNDER GOD , OR ONE UNDER THE U.N.FLAG ? -------------
(N.YER POEMS:ANTWERP : "And of imerious and crusted flesh."
(from earlier in text) "And fanned their gills with
luminous information ....all's bright and blank in the captive
page 17 "Life that lifts up ....wakes in my heart
once more ;imagination spreads wide wings in me." (resurrection)
"Living light prevails (Shroud Image) against the
encroaching night(Tomb-Guards) ,THE TENUOUS LIGHT OF MEMORY
SETS IT'S COLD SEAL UPON ALL THAT IS GONE."(WHEELLOCK,J.H)
"MIND ,LUXURIANT IN IT'S SHIETH , WEARS THE TIME
The Dagger :"The dagger dreams over and over
it's simple tiger dream .... the metal comes alive ,sensing
itself." (sword centered atop Issa in tomb.)
(quote from my 1987 notes)=="Issa was at the very core
of a metalic exto-structure of his oposite(things of violence)
Contratry -wise this planet has the lighter materials on the
(D.C] "Arlington ,where all night long ,one
living soldier marches for the dead."
(Idea of Chist ,as head over all)
Dead Center : "And all your faces flared for
a moment ;you were not there."
";there it is written , ""THUS FAR [AND NO FARTHER"".
THERE .AS AT EDEN'S GATE .... THE ANGEL WIYH THR FIREY SWORD."
"I AM MADE MORE WHOLLY ONE WITH THE PAIN AND
THE GLORY ,THE HEARTBREAK AT THE HEART OF THINGS." (CHRIST'S
WOUNDS AND SUFFERING)
DINOSAURS : " THEY WEDGE BETWEEN OUR
ACTIONS AND OUR DREAMS , AND THROW THEIR SHADOWS ON OUR MOVIE
SCREENS; they seem to haunt us everywhere we go." (Enscaled
armor burial-via military of Rome.)
page 176 "Mysterious ,the mazes of those
afternoons ,through which the red leaves sweep."(same-same copper
"Light ,hardened on the water(mirror) ,where we
were ;a bird sang low ,the moonlight sifted in.....the water
Deathwish : "Always too eager for (the) future ,we
pick up bad habits of expectancy." (2nd coming is here already
, in a Turin Bank-vault,due to arsin attempts )
"Grass ,that only just escapes reflecting
them ,as the millpond would." "..,following the red
sun over the next hill ,the grass is white. "(The Holy Shroud's
fabric itself ;author perceaves another, darker , redish
page 188 "The mouldering atoms of the dark
....blaze into morning air ; the birdlike stars droop down and
die." "The sparrow chips hot sparks from flinty tongue
,and all the sky showers with electric larks."(was resurrection
, in part energized by a great earthquake;ie-copper coverings
atop fabric,aloes and body)
(self-outline and image,via a very painful process)
"How your bad dreams posess and endow me !"
page 191 "Love is a shadow ....LISTEN;THESE
ARE IT'S HOOVES , IT HAS GONE OFF."
"SCORCHED TO THE ROOT, my red filiments burn
and stand .....a hand (made) of wires."
"The voice of nothing ,THAT was your
madness." (idea that any "THING" that is though of as God
or God-like , manifestly , is not!)
"What is this face ,so murderous in it's strangle
of branches." (coverings...Demonic Armors)
Going a long way to explaining the firey self-image
is the raw-wounds of Jesus' back and feet "Everything he
had touched , an exposed nerve," (GREAT PAIN MAY WELL EXPLAIN
MANY EYE-WITNESS REPORTS OF HIS UNUSUAL POST REVIVAL
ACTIONS;indeed ,he was flesh and blood ,Godlike or not)
page 193 "Sunlight and time dripped
out of my eyes .I saw you suddenly in your full nature .....your
face ,a fan opened to prove every line."
p.198 "And color comes across the tight eye's
darkness though the source of light has gone."
(idea that imagry may have been from without ,like
in some Monster-movie)
page 197 "That airy joy that postured woe
,like the black -magician's spell." (indeed,Terror Armor is
designed to scare the enemy to panic, at the very least)
ENNUI "The only ghost on earth ,with wings
p.196 The Enigma Variations "[...or those
kept but marred by envy or turned self-hate, and Father's
upturned face.... the moon bandaging his head."(reflective
"And I would be a grave ,walked on by stones ,TO
KEEP A MOULDERING FAITH ," (shroud mis-dated ,partly due
to breakdown of fabric surfaces?; image itself ,as it were
of a man in burial ,which was violated by government)
"Time's other side ,shown as a flipped coin
(another shift in text , starting on previous line
/ poems starting with p)
Porous : "And ,at the bank door ,and on the wings
of chance ,the money floats out ,lighterthan a dream ,through
the heavy walls."
Idea; what if the Holy Shroud can be compared
to a tear-off Poloroid photo of today ;Jerusalem ,tomb , and
coverings the paper backing and camera ; now ,1999,many cameras
are completely throw-away devices ,a bit of portable darkness.
;shortly after 1st photo of 30ad ,Jerusalem itself was nearly
totally trashed. Many primitive peoples see photography as
a sort of thieft , a thieft of karma and soul.
page 565 "Close my eyes before a mirror (they) are merely
deeper shadows behind the door ,where all is dark."
The Quest "Immeasurably alive and good ,though bare as
rifted paradise." (Jerico ,one of the oldest cities ; sits
upon a quake -fault area , The Jordan Valley .
page 599 Finding me by the bubbles that were the
chain of my breath."
( Shroud analisis) "You can peer down and down ,or dredge
the river bottom,yet never ,never (will you) catch me."
page 614 "As if another man
appeared out of the depths
of my being ,and I stood outside myself beyond becoming and
perishing , A SOMETHING ,WHOLLY OTHER."
(of a mirror's defects) "The solemn mirror's
mottled , mocking "O" ,like some black lake (which) absorbs
all things in silence."
"The shallow -rooted mind is overthrown , when
we are near the evening of the world." "Squirrels ,beware
,beware ....,fixed ideas are coming to hunt you down."
Sequel "Who can be both moth and flame ?
.... ,the weak moth ,blundering by ." "Whom do we love?; I
thought I knew the truth."
Shadowgraphs "Image comes down to live as
fact and turns in the same motion ,and is memory."
The Shudder "The foot of death has printed
on my chest ,it's sigmiture ,and I am rattled
(same idea ,leaving behind a bit of self) "Free
of ....the hard outlines of idenity."
page 641 "And who represents on forums poetry
and argues to protect the libelled muse."
Skimmers "So, he flings his memories ,again
and again ,never disbelieved; his tales soar and are caught."
"When such a one bears you after your death
,into rings of battling light."
"The beasts of Africa ,reduced to cave shadows
,flickering on his brow."
"All beasts attending me now ,my dreamed dogs ,snarling
at the shades."
Snake (enscaled coverings) "It's shadow bent
in 1/2 ,it quickened and was gone."
Song "Dreamt I saw a building with 1000
floors,1000 windows ,and 1000 doors."
(35th page of notes)
page 659 "Nursed my bloodless wound ,until the
squares were silent ,where I could make my tunes sinular and
"Man's so wise , he is grown foolish ,some of his
schemes are downright ghoulish(Genoside ,deforestation, fine
net straining of all life from the seas)
....ghoulish ,he owns a bomb that will end creation
....IS ALARMINGLY SUISIDAL." (so they said of Christ's final
trip to Jerusalem) "THEY SHALL KILL THEE!! "
">>>Flat,black hair ,their faces ,copper in the light."
Sparrows,among dry leaves : ":Peck the sharp
gravel ,to good digestion and love's obscure and insatiable
"So heavily breathing ,one might have supposed this
cage his destination."
Page 670 "A dance is nothing (except) the pain
in the world ,which we,like a mirror ,contain."
p.673 "Squaring the circle" (literally what
was done in many cases to create coin-scale armors ; heat was
applied ,hammer and tonges used , holes punched ;differing
from my back-ground in "coin-jewelry" in that I used a drill-
A Star : I sense
thick -light swirl in the windows.
..... opens it's willows to the morning air ....where all her
fleece echoes and burns to nothing."
"Walk bright as air ,she drifts in peace ,too rich in
light for darkness to make way bryond her screens."
"Only men with knives walk bright." (resurrection
,hinted at ;sword and other coverings )
(Note the advice at oone point to followers: "And
he that is without sword, let him buy one." n. testiment
Statues : "Growing toward their prime
(ie,cities) ,they take our years away and from our deaths ,they
rise immortal --in the life we lose."
page 37 of notes : Drowning skirts of whiteness
, a slither of mirrors...., of some overnight disaster ,mixed
with planets ,electrical storms and darkness."
page 687 : "Vain ,dizzy ,striving:rude oblivion....
are close to every scuttling star."
"Crouch in the shrouds then;safety is only a
"Into the uncertain air ,on painful wings."
"They are transparent at first ;then ,blue ,with copper
wings .They glitter on the foreheads of men ." "Sick with
your heat ,let me be feverish and frowning." (another somewhat
revelation of the heavy covering of Jesus' burial) "I undress
under the infinate bulk." (nude self-image)
The Sun Witch : " I shiver at the miricle ;
... burn me in the same embrace." (scorch-image)
Surprised (coin-scale imagry hinted at)
"The hidden birds cry WHERE WHERE ,and the
sunflowers gaze " "Tints of circle brocade ,an onyx beatle
,pinned to the grass(fabric) ,and a bee of brass."
Swimming : "Until the genie ,chilling ,bids
you limp heavily over the stones to bed ,YOU WEAR YOUR MASTER'S
ROBE ONE LAST TIME."
page 710 "Over all , a benevolent sun ,only the
doves ,like fingered auger ,brooding in thatch ,suspected time."
"Lives of great men ,all remind us not to
let their labors blind us . Each helped to give an age it's
tone." page 713 "In this last place of light
(Shroud self-image) ...yet beats his wings,against the wide
abyss ,THE GREY WASTE NOTHINGNESS OF THINGS."
"Was a lightning-struck dead image of (....),who
,in a mirror , (who) was more like ...(....) than (.......)
page 720 "Out there , past the mirror of the
Bosporus .....reflecting us into immobility?" (negetive effect
of all vanity and idilitry)
(As in a criminal case ,ie, "To crack it open")
"You've cracked that so called mirror of the soul."
Page 40 of Notes / p.726 "The mask begins to melt."
(destortions of coverings can be approximated and subtracted)
Green Windows "...Wet gargoyles ,covered with
birds; their skins shine in the sun."
(enscaled selfimagry via coinage of Roman-eagles.)
page 730 "The soft noon of your face ,glances
over my stare ,the casual sun falls down."
"Around our tent ,the old simplicities;sloth sleepily
as Lethe ,trying to get in ;WE'LL WAKE BLANK-BRAINED AS WATER
IN THE MORNING."
The Umbinding : "Unknown ,real images that burn
my senses and mind more fiercely than human events."
(idea that Jesus was left bound in he tomb,in the
dark,covered by unknown and doubtlesss ,smelly coverings)
((Thoughts ,unrelated to text of Poems: That
the Shroud of Turin imagry might well have been a result of
a "Scan -line" as in an MRI....,not really a single flash
, but a travelling line of energy ; or perhaps not!
I've seen a vidio of some small something creating
crop=circles at a very high rate of speed; a drone-like robotic
device putting out a great amount of energy,heating and molding
varied crops to someone's whim. I've seen a few "angelic-
like" light outbursts first hand and they oft were like a
singularity ,and of no dimension at all ; once , a floating
orb ,at head's level. It is widely agreed that the imagry
of the Holy Shroud is from an energy outburst , crating a
scorched fiber result ;central in the questions is was it
a result of internal function or external agency . I say
again , it well may be that Yeshua had a day and a half
out =of - body experiece ,mimicing real death;at the end of
which God the Father directed him back to his own still
body...,covered up as it was. The return itself ,in part,in
our time and space , passed through the mind and nervious
system itself , possibly trigering the flash image we are
left with today. I have one been shocked out of my "self"
by way of a chemical abuse ; and very well remember the crashing
return to my own lifeless flesh (This is covered in text
of NO SCHISM) I have been reading a modern review of
Tibetian Beliefs(The Tibetian Book of Living and Dying) by
Sogyal Rinpoche; in the text , much of interest is covered
that I will review later ,;one topic of specific imterest ,
that of many men and women returning from a seeming death-
state to inform and warn the living of the "bardo-states"
awaiting most all of us. As for the violence associated with
the resurrection , quakes are oft seen as forcasters of the
passing on of a "Great Man ." As I have speculated , the
violence of the resurrection may well mirror the torment and
pain involved ;a cratered back ,pierced feet ,wrists,and the
uncalled for 2nd burial, by the Military ;all may well have
acted as a barrier that ,through force of will and greater
violence , was overcome,and thus....the physical remnant
and witnesses to these forces ,a partually burned and
slightly scorched cloth. -------------------------
---------------- ((back to text ; (poems)
The Un-binding : "...the
incandescent moments ,that fall into my hands unsought."
(stiffling armor covering) "tightening...
WE COULD NOT BREATH,HE SHUT HIS EYES . WORD FAIL......our
voices ,drawn into declivities of his nose and mouth ;the room
becming an abysss over which we teetered ,dizzily."(quaking
of resurrection ;nothingness of space)
"To lay violent hands upon the light."
"Sight locked ,I had to try not to see him." (Question
I asked ,12 years ago , "Which is seen ,the Man or the War-
machine camera itself?")
"Over his clinched ,sight-slaying face,my shull
bones grew in weight,... for days ,I walked shakily."(Christ's
gait itself , his pierced feet ; wt. of armors over body
and face )
page 755 " ,and oil has seeped into the margins
of the ditch of standing water and flashes or looks upwards
,brokenly ,likes bits of mirror."
" no thought of what she is : her face is clear
in the sun ,as a palmful of water:ONLY ,BY NIGHT AND IN LOVE
,ARE THE DARK WINDS UPON HER IMAGE."
PAGE 756 "THESE ARE HER ANGELS! ;FRIGHTEN
US NOT WITH SEVEN HEADS ON A STALK! " "THEY GUARD HER
SLEEP in a parable of flowers ,...they plumed (the) porcupine."
(things of war;offence and defence ,over a body reposed)
"The unicorn ,without pasture or fence ,beholds
his face ,stitched in the glass ,who ,white as day ,lights
up dark speech ;maintaining the lion's valor though he looks
in a glass at his image ,he need not ....;he suffers..."
(reflective coverings ;unicorn(rhino)mimiced by Horse armors)
(page 43 of notes )
"Himself ,the pulled thread ,infinite relations in
his train , in the perceforest of shadow." ... " Who gives
a scripture to smiling shadow."
"He jams the dragon to it's knees ,and the
small heart sparkles amidst the leaves of 1000 flowers
"Plumed,it would seem." (see texts on
Roman Calvery Helmets) "Look into the glass of the maze
and enegma ....head first into the trap."
page 758 "Your anxious shadow ... will invade
the deeper shade where partridge rest ,and send them
Vain Advice : "...dark legs that run
forth and raze the sun to death and dark fingers ,(that) close
around."( humans...Attacking Christ ,only following orders)
(photo-like image) "All the shade lay still
and the air froze up."
"It hung so close and full ,the flesh
the body wears ,for wind to hach and hew(crack and darken)
is broken under the sky.RACKED ON IT'S OWN DESIRES."
(FINAL VISIT TO JERUSALEM AND SUFFERING THEREOF ,WERE
ALL MOST AVOIDABLE;CHRIST SAUGHT A SHOW-DOWN)
INDEED, HE HAS HAD A FACE-TO FACE WITH
MILLIONS OF US NOW , BY WAS OF A FOCUSED ,AND UNSTOPPABLE WILL//
"In the long hall (time) ,he stares into
the mirror and wills that it should break under his image
, yet ,it does not break."
Violent Storm : And intimate ideas in the bright
,commodious rooms of dreams will not feel the slightest tremor
or be awakened by what seems only a quirk in the dry run.:
"All other nights seem pale compared to this and
the brilliant rise of morning after morning ,seems
"Nor can we hide brfore the duplicating presence
of (the Walls) ,mirrors ,pretending we are."
(Self-image and memory) "Recalling the
various wrongs ,we had been done ,or spared ;OUR ROOMS
,SUDDENLY MIXED-UP IN OUR AFFAIRS." (mix of Shroud imagry)
Vision "...my eyes ,prejudiced to angelic
vision ,saw them not as brown ,which they were..., brown
machines that rifle and rifle the flowers."
"Behold ,for ambition's purposeless energy ...
more tense and steep than..."
" (music) soars as warm as the sun . It is not
rock ,it is not fountain ,(yet) ,rock and fountain ,clock and
mountain abide within it ,bound together in radiance ,pulsing
,vibrating and reverberating."
page 771 " The vivid world has been barred ,the
press of desire ,shut out ;this is the dark-city of innermost
wish .... POWER BEYOND POWER ,AND FREE OF POWER."
"Supreme consiousness , the grasped reality of
page 770 "Dragons ,domesticated in the last
of wars." (Indeed, it would seem, many Churchs preach
a Tame Christ And Yhwh, from a "altered" gospel. (Most texts
of the early Church,barred;entire libraries ,burned)
"Our being ,our presence ,our surrender
;consiousness has consented ;has surrendered."
( page 46 of notes) "...the satanic thistle
,that raises it's horned symmetry ,flowing above sister grass-
daisies ' .... angelic as lightbulbs."
"If thhe seasons still are running straight ,the
horseshoe crab's clink (of) armor ,night and day ,... whose
back was a history of how we live ,grown into every inch of
plate , as if endurance only matters in the end;or so I thought."
Waterouzel "Climb through the warnings of hidden
jays ... a screming eagle ,with wings of flame ,stifle your
disappointment ... THE DRAB CITIZEN OF THE HEADWATERS ;...when
all else has taken flight into sleep or the souh."
During December's Death : "And then ,turning on
the light ,I took a book ,that I might gaze upon another's
vision of the abyss of consciousness ,THE HOPE AND THE PAIN
OF HOPE ,THE PATIENCE OF HOPE AND IT'S TORMENT , IT'S
ASTONISHMENT AND ENDLESSNESS."
"The city of wires ; ...I have brought home a
handful of water ,.... reflected (yet) ,...not for long."
--------------End of 1st review of poems ; next follows a
some what water-damaged 2nd review , from August ,1987
; I had titled this , "Later -Reflections"
page 384 "A glimpse of your image ,before it
is obscured with my own." (Images of War ,soon to come to
Jerusalem;for-shadowed by Issa's tomb imagry )
"The ocean has netted it's catch of lights."
page 293 "I was alone ,I waited like a tsaget ,enter
the hour of ghosts."
"How soon the heart's cup overflows ,how soon excited."
Page 394 "The mystery and mockery of the stars."
"And rooted in the ancient and famous light of the past
,and radiance of."
(----crossings) "Or ,unusual hope.... rough and
"Undressed ,I see what wemains ,that ancle ,that chain."
The Lifeguard : " ;..And leapt , ....my steep
body ,once ,into the sun ;dark drew all light from my eye
."(mix of tomb imagry ;of the wounded and the masks of the
(Commentary : Little is ever mentioned of a somewhat
human trait , breath. Via the same , death of the cross
and so to ,the smoothering effect in Joseph's tomb)
page 398 "I lose and find myself in the long waters
; I am gathered together once more ;I embrace the world ."
(Turin Shroud imagry reveals a "holy-man" ,in total contact
with the earth , as much so or more so than if he were
buried or swimming motionless ,at the sea's floor)
Lost Jewel "...,for love it shone ,never for the
madness of a strange bed ;light on my finger ,furtune (in)
my head , roused by your naked grief."
"I love you for the poverty ------ with tears of
page 6-b "...of spring ,all is profusion and
confusion :100 eyed ... (which) rise from the same drab soil."
page 420 of text) "Where no song starts ,my cages
stand bare ." "The walls were bare ,the mirror ,nothing
page 7-b "A huge moon , a bruise , coated
with light."(idea that Earth an Luna were once one and torn
"I look at you , and see myself , under the surface
, a dark and private (being) ."
"Forgetting what I saw , I got down on the
floor."(though of city dweller as atomic blast hits and brings
on a great forgetfulness)
"The air is cold , (yet) you stand like a painless
glass ,frail and didtant ."
"Your face is lost ,under laers of----."
page 422 "She ran burning ------ swift as the falcan
p.423 "A sense of doom ,a dread to see ,the rock
of ages ,cleft for me."(uneven coin coverings ,the Jordan
ValleY itself , as sort of Psycic "SCREEN"-rift ,upon which
was projected many an imagining; Term in fact applies to Elijah
at Sinai , hidden in a natural cleft in the mountain's peak
. For Details on the True Sinai Peak , see text : THE GOLD
OF EXODUS ; points out in detail,Israel traves in N.Sadai
Arabia...,just east of Sinia Peninsula)
page 426 "The self persists ,like a dying
star ,(AND IS ) in sleep ,afraid. " "Death's face ,rises
fresh among the shy beasts." (again ,note war masks of Rome;
A conquored Empire at their bloody feet)
Love Letter "I love you four the poverty of your
fury , I bend down with tears of steal." "And I love your
hand ,like wax ,not for this war, the droplets shattering
." (by k. shapiro-text approx.)
"Soft are he beasts of light... and still , her hand
,that drifts so white." "Bought with the metal of your
pay ,so do these hours -----and rows---- the dowry for---
- common life ,I LOVE YOU FIRST ,BECAUSE YOUR YEARS LEAD TO
MY MATTER OF FACT DEATH."
THE MARRIAGE OF HEAVEN AND EARTH : "Firelight
in sunlight ,silver-pale ,streaMING EMERALD ,COPPER ,SAPHIRE
, RIBBONS AND RIVERS,.... singing Apollo's song in light;
oh pulsing constancies of flame ,warping a form along the
log's slowly disintergrating face ,cracked and etched,,so quickly
aged." "Now , apple logs unlock their sunlight in the
many windowed room."
"In holy signs and seintillatrions ,release their
fiery emblems to renewal's room."
The Marrow : "One look to close can take
my soul away
;brooding on G0d ,I may become a man. Pain wanders through
my bones ,like a lost fire ; what burns me now? Desire,desire
"One face shimmers brighter than the sun ,where
contimplation dazzles all I see."
"The mist above me sings with it's small flies
,...tells me my drinking breads a will to die."
Page 8-b of notes) "The sullen diamond break
out of the glossary of the earth ,in holy signs ...(and) release
thier fiery emblems ..to renewal's room."(pezeo-electric outburst
,anong with violent quakes...,at times photographed it their
varied forms ;in effect , many types of stressed rock can
and will create ligjht and energy discharges---and Christ ,
lying ,flat-out under conductive armors)
"To sleep ,is all my life ;in sleep's 1/2
death ,------suffering soul."
Memo : "And appear as saints ,whose shadows
have the posture (and are as ) intense of Satans."
"And thus ,they drove the genius of matter from
it's gastly cell." (indeed, one scene from history that I'd
truely like to have revealed , was the Resurrection...in
reality,whatever it was or was not. )
p.337 The Mirror "I think it is a part of
my heart ,(yet) ....flickers upon faces and darkness ,..(it)
seperates us over and over."
"A woman bends over me ,searching for what she really
is." "My heart is with the deep thing that ticks in secret
and surfaces to speak. "
Eclogue (notes are damaged) " riffled by days
of ----- the world of the farthest coat ,...air."
"Men live by their deeds.....only----- in cavern ,their
thought gets lost."
"Misery is nothing to me(save being) killed and
"By what grang eye were these
page 446 "this is the light of the mind ,cold and
planetary,, THESE TREES OF THE MIND ARE BLACK. " "
SPIRITOUS MISTS INHABIT THIS PLACE ,SEPERATED FROM MY HOUSE
, BY A ROW OF HEAD-STONES."
"I simply can not see where there is to
get to , the moon is not a door,..."
p.449 "Light beggered daily the expended cup
, a penny's edge of altered----." --- "..results in armed
men ,dreaming of weapons."
"The Japanese image of heaven is (oft) reflected
in a pool."
page 456 "And saw the sun rise cold as cash? ...your
eyes (are like )----- in 50 watts."
(faint self -image ;coin coverings seen as part of
(idea of uncleaness of the buried;
of the coppers of the monet-changers) "He rests an hour
in the garden ,his alien presence observed by all : his lordly
darkness ,decked in thilth."
(page 12-b,some earlier note ,lost) " page 480
Mystic "The walking beside still water? Memory? or,...
picking up the bright pieces of Christ in the --- "
"A tree is more thought than breeze , more exilation
(which is the ) ",...wrath of Gods ,and
makes a life of light ---(and puts ) billions of birds to
flight."(huge quakings of the resurrection;discribed as if the
planet was rung like a bell)
"Under the feet of these people ,the crust of the
known world breaks and the transformation of the familiar
,into something monstrous has begun." (Shroud imagry via
camera and computer ; face of the enemy and of a somewhat drunken
joke a;so;ie, skinking face and body armor of a tired mount)
(Notes-page one-c ) "Prophesy, who is he that
Night-Mirror " And spinning beyond the rim
of the night and mirror's range ,huge and cold."
page 516 "..dead bore ,to be a-------nose------
at the master-dish---to behold the mutually hostile mouths."
p.518 "I felt how flickering a blunt wing
,sufficed to stready the sun ,or turn a rock face."
"On into the mnt's shifting now ,on or back would
have been to ride lightning ----- mindless of wonder ,beauty
,desire ,or , of solitude."
The Curved Edge "Doom halts to topple (yet)
we living ,lie awake in the dark ,under terror ,rich."
"At the edge of oblivion ,to live in the shadow
of extinction ,like the last fierce spark that burns on the
rim of the sun before the eclipse sweeps over."(Decline ond
fall of Israel and soon, Rome; Issa ,as a survivor of the House
of David ;perhaps very well traveled , conceaves of the Idea...
perhaps only dimly understood )
(jesus' period in Israel,at most ,the last two %
of Israel's existance ;ruin comes ,65-70ad.
page525 "though memory opens -----scars--
--- (the) depths ,the first ----- stirs ."
"The street has a black tongue ,do you -----endless alley
, woeing you with stones? there -----your trousers."
"I can not get thin enough for the light to shine
my color in your eyes." (brownish or iron scales over eyes
) page 528 "We are sewn within seines of our
own being ,thrown into menaces ,floating in shodows."
Page 8c ,of notes)
"shrill sea ,mew without pretebding ,it's an interview
with souls , plucked from the shipwrecked ,as they died."
page 541 "Spat and faced the mirror there -----feet
on cold tile."
"You had reasons ,good enough for your time ,when
God was dying (the 60s) ,you brought "HIM" out as you were
in a position to do."(New Shroud data,and photos, 1969) "I
see him ,oh...1000 gods ,only you are real."(psyce/inner-light
thereof,vs. hundreds of external images)
page 548 "And have been driven into oblivion
"The piquant ,the provocative ,the unexpressed ---
Phenomenon "...,saturated with the obsurity of
night had diligently fallen ,piecemeal ,into shrouds."
(coin images-each one)
"Like visitors to a mine or parapet (Shroud Analisis)
,you could see the sun ....wheeling through smoke ; each
(pictual thereof) ,from his shallow hell ,percieving gunpowder-
blackened ,seraphim ,brilliantly denied."
(page 10c ) "Among the flashy fountains
,down where all the mirrors eat their hearts out."(aura,via
the skin's pores)
p.774 "Trees,....your own strangeness ...the dark---(text
damage---- wood (that) makes me so (--------------
) that I dare not hear my own downfall." (Uneven covering
of evergreens ) p.775 "What lends us anchor (except)
the mutable? (-------) be broken like the mirrored bridge
that bends and shivers on the surface of the stream."
"And glide past inocence ,beyond these aging bricks
,to where the Charles flows in to join the styx."
WALK "To coax the delicate wings from the
commonplace husk(resurrection) & DETECT WHY THE HORDE WE
ARE , DESTROYS ITSELF." (WHY THE FINAL TRIP UP THE ROAD TO
JERUSALEM ,why the cross, why the need for such destructive
"Quite carried away ,to feel what
they face awares a place of sublime prestige ,where a saint
flared out the chryalid......... the wasteful ,willful ,death-
p.779 / continued "In the old story
, a holy man discovered Vishnu ,sleeping ,wrapped."
"THE SUN..... IS ENBRACING ME ,the (shadow) also
p.782 "She shows him naked ...... yes , more
than naked , dressed in not even skin." (Jordan's rift
image(Screen of imaginings) of Issa/ Jesus)
Thursday "To be your spitful and envenomed
shade." p.804 "Homely as sin and sick of spitit." p.297
"....the dream -hung .....the fog- blurred grave."(faint shroud
image ,brought to clearity in 1898 .
"A horseman approaching ,in forests of falling
leaves."(the scales of tera )
p.299 "I want to hear the thin buzzing that floats
out of my chest."
page 298 "There ,in the hole of the sea (stone tomb)
where the solid truth lies written and bottled and guarded
by limp winged angels..."(coin imagry)
p.286/ ".... and radiance that doth inherit
me! , affirming , inter-acting."
Olive Trees The dove brought olive back
.....,tree which grows unearthly pale."
page 287 "From where ,he studdied in the giant's
cave.......,went in and shut his book and locked the brass
and lay down with a shutter in his grave,"
page 230 "His body's landscape seems harsh
and dull." "Dawning into light , they find themselves
........ ,he sees the stains of morning in her face ,she
"wild with their misery ,they entangle now ,in
baffling agonies of why and how."(Shroud research)
notes/page 2/d Text page 235 "The dusty
angels huddle to the ground and fiery whirlblasts,twist the
"The body is a wood (huts to keep meadows in ); brown
falling leaves have curtained all the air."
"I lay there ,like an overcoat that someone had thrown
away."(Cast off coverings of Easter morning)
"A prisoner ,who was so poor ,he feel in live
with jail." (Photo od self in penny armour; in a guarded
"All our fears of the unknown ,revulsion at
brutality casts us out to the outer spaces of the mind whence
we will return only with time."
"I wait to throw ,...most foul ,the future in
your face ."
p.263 "Whon, half asleep or waking ,does not hear
(the) drone where bees swarm."
page 265 "Time ,that snows the hair ,that
lines the brow."/
"Standing far apart ,look on your spirit rather
than your face."
"Some profound divinastion of your own .....planted
secret ,that is now made known."(shroud imagry,slowly
page 336 "(yet)..... drives men out from sacred
calm ,into the violent wayward sun." /violence of the cross
;the failed sun thereof.
" I carry in my burning head ,not my words nor
your visions mend such im-famous knowledge .We are split
,done into bits ,undone pale friend .....THE FAW IS IN
US ;WE WILL BREAK."
"A RITUAL TO EMBRACE raw towns of man ,the
The Elergy "....hold the summer in my
head ,while bounded by the blazing circumstances parades these
burdens in a golden trance."(firey self-image)
In The Night "My thought about it , divide
me from my object ,now deep in my bed ,I TURN AND THE WORLD
.....on the other side."
Incident "A piture of his wife and children
was the object of a fear that made him clutch the coppers
of his life and dimmed his eyes .....and burned his vitals."
Evening Air How slowly dark comes
down on what we do. ----- I look ....the far light ,....
I behold the dark side." "A dark theme keeps me here
.... WHO WOULD BE HALF POSSESSED BY HIS OWN NAKEDNESS."
INFIRMITY "AND STARE INTO A DEEPING
POOL......... MOURNING FOR HER WINGS." (idea of reflected
image ; of unfinished busness,of a resurrection,perhaps ,and
perhaps not ;a missing body yes , a risen savior is on the
force of other testrimony ;indeed,it would seem....much must
be externalized in others , even with God.
"A pure ,extreme of light breaks upon me."
page 349 "Better disguised than the leaf
insect ....a sort of subtler armadillo ,the lake turns with
me as I walk."
Landscape "The hierogliphs of screems ,engraved
at the entrance to death."(roman armor imagry)
"The landscape of screams .....tears open the
"You bleeding eye in tattered eclipse of the
sun,hung up to be dried." "The scream ....concealed
in Mnt. Olivet."
p.353 "The waves flattening out ,when the
fishermen drag their nets over the stones."
p.354 "And ,turning toward the other side
of light ....in A TOWER OF WIND ,A TREE IDLING IN AIR ,BEYOND
"These bronze ,unbarbed heads are not our
kings (& yet ) (are) subjects of our thought."
page 493 "The eagle ...climbing the light
above the mnt."
page 500 "The triumph is reflective ,conduction
,retroactive ....IT'S THE OLD PARK ,IN A NUT SHELL."
OLD PAINTINGS "ANGELS ,WINGED WITH AIR ,WITH
TRANSPARENT LIGHT ,archangels with wings of fire ,and faces
veiled ,their ryes gleem with wisdom , radiant,from an invisible