text of " N O S C H I S M "
//// by waler h. johnon 1979 // "....isaiah
42/23 "....shew the things that are to come hereafter
,that we may know that ye are gods ; do good ,or do evil ,that we may be
dismayed and behold it together."// preface
///kjv./ nt/ "...as wise as serpents...."// What
and who determines what constitutes a non-profit orginization?
The Tony and Susan Alamo Christian Foundation ,as of 1978 was
still non-profit ---in the eyes of the irs. // I know this
because of the letter -head "....a non-profit Calif. Christian
Organization..."// ,and by the postage rate --2.2› per envelope.
There have been investigations by the fbi ,irs and state governments.
One investigation was requested by the U.F.W. (united farm
workers). They asserted that the Foundation was a contractor ,and
that it was unfair ,because our members worked for nothing.
Even though members recieved wages ,they were required ...to "donate"....everything.
If this could be proven ,they...the ufw would have a case in the
contention that they were discriminated against in their standing with
federal agencies---in competition with so called "religious"
groups.../other names in the mix The Catholic Church
and The Children of God /
There is no hard-and-fast standard for determining what is religion
or what is non-profit. Part of it hinges on the idea of reinvestment
of profits into stated mission goals of the orginization--be it tv broadcasts
,free food ,council ,evangelistic activity ,radio, whatever--/
The money does not need to be spread out evenly through-out
any so =called organization. Some , certain % mustbe
plowed back into the group to carry on whatever mission it may have..
There are a number of groups that have prospered under these lose rules;such
as the Universal Life Church and the Unififation Church. The
case by the UFW collapsed due to lack of testimony. In the
past one investigation found the Billy Graham Crusade held stock
in ITT. Look back in time to the Catholic Church in Europe..
Cathedrals were built by labor ,donated by the faithful . The inquisition
,not only in Spain ,but much of Europe ,was against property holders,...wresting
their goods from them."//((a turn about...in small part .....was after
wwii..., the comunists of this century...faces enemies-- among them
property holders...the church and the mafia ///
The group headed by Jim Jones is simular to the Alamo Foundation in
a number of ways :total commitment; "GIVE YOUR ALL"
" GOD LOVES A CHEERFUL GIVER " "...the end is near!
" "the world is coming to an end"/.
"...anything that you call yourself is of the devil."/ fleeing the wicked
California ,Jones went to south america , the Alamos,
to Arkansas .
Religion is getting to be a big busness."// A vision
of hell by Dante : "THEY WHO OVERSAW THE TORMENTS.."---the
demons of hell,orginized into a sort of military orginization --with
over-welming hopelessness --of no escape /.
"I felt that at times at the Foundation ,partly because of the message...that
things will only get worse. "DESTRUCTION COMETH!"////////
The truth is,the end may be near ,...an end of sorts./ Computers
have been used to give odds on man's survival ,given past performance
;and the data given didn't look that hopeful! Man
seems intent on war every few decades. Fear of this is oft exploited by
religious groups to futher their goals "...WHO,THROUGH
FEAR OF DEATH ,WERE ALL THEIR LIFE SUBJECT TO BONDAGE."//
I was a part of a young group that would pump to.....;hell is open
and ready for all who questioned the leader's judgement .
As one brother said "They'll say to move from some area ,and if you
doubt and delay ,down comes fire from the sky and consumes them."//
This was one way,verbally ,to keep people..."on the path."/
Tony and Susan Alamo say that they alone gave birth to the Charismatic
Movement ,and that others have tried to take credit for this..
"There was no one else out on the streets --no one! ;no one to take
the place of the lowlt Nazerine . All doors were closed No one was
out there to get out the Word. There was no place to get a bowl of soup."//
When did it all begin, the same time the Viet Nam war started l965
-1968 // Where was I? In The Los Angeles School
District... sais Susan.., "The churches had failed
God . There were churches on every corner ,but they were empty."/
By 1972 ,I had two years in the Army behind me (one in
Viet NaM and eight months in Canada as a deserter; I had been shot
at threatened with hatchet and knife,preached to ,arrested ,frozen ,ignored
,overdosed.// I met Dave Asky downtown L.A. one
April afternoon.I remember him ...in part because at the time
,he was wearing one earring--a one inch gold cross. His
words to me : "If you don't change your attitude ,you'll end
up in an eternal hell. "//My reply, "You take everything too
seriously."/ Two weeks later ,I was on my knees ,asking Jesus to
forgive my sins. I became a member of the Tony and Susan Alamo
Christian Foundation and continued with them until November , 1977.
I donated nearly all my earnings to the Foundation to
help finance getting out the word. I was particularly impressed
with Susan Alamo . In her own words to us,..."I look
good for a dead women." (she has terminal cancer affecting
all of her vital organs). When I arrived at the Foundation
six years ago ,the ministry was in a complete state of re-organization
,moving up from Hollywood ,out to the desert area ,near a small
town called Saugus . !00s of lost youths
were recieving food , clothing, shelter , and instruction;by 1973 ,the
Television show started and everything changed.
!975 came and the doors were closed to new members ,though
daily services were still held and free meals served. However, Tony
and Susan had by then had left California for Arkansas
to begin their new church there ....in Alma. Many of the original
members left with them ,leaving a nucleus of the original church
still in Saugus,Acton,Hollywood, and the Bakersfield area.
I REMAINED WITH THIS GROUP ....IN California till late 1977.
What I includw in this text is non-fiction. I may not agree with
all the opinions expressed. It just happened ,
who ,what where ,when. No story line is intended .
Asked Susan Alamo , "How do you know a true prophet of
God? If what he says comes to pass , he is of God."//
If Susan and Tony are true ,1984 ....,most Americans will never live
to see it."///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
C H A P T E R O N E __ "....yeh, yeh
,it's the tax man "// "...if
you walk ,he'll tax the street."// --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
May,1948 television sweeps the usa ---Israel becomes
a nation // technology ,borg like ,invades
lives more and more / "...he had power to give liife
unto the beast(techn.) ,that the image of the beast
should both speak and...."///(viewing...mostly involves the lifelessness---stillness.....thoughtlessness....of
the viewer....as it were the slaying of /// radio.....you
can be mobile /books... cause mental imagry / "....should
both speak and cause that as many as would not worship.....should
be slain."/// taken to it's extreme, technologic society might
well kill off by poisoning it's own creator race----us /a dying world
as in many sci-fi stories , seeking to spread it's eath....to un-infected
solar systems // indeed, potentiually...a very dead end of extinctions
and polutants //
I lived in Napa,California from 1955- 65 ,about 40 miles n/e of San
Francisco. We moved to the Los Angeles when I finished the 9th grade. The
year 1965 was notable for the Watts Riots...near where we moved....Westchester,Ca.//We
moved in about a week after the worst of it. Upon graduating
High School in '68 , Iwent to Viet Nam as a n aircraft engine
mechanic.///In 1970 , I deserted the US Army after two
years of service. I when to Canada for a timeand continued
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99999999 were big where I was at.....// o0000000000also..../
Other00000000 that were around.....cocaine, kief, grass, thi-stick,
beer, cigerettes, coffee......lsd, mushrooms, and rat
poison at times ;you just never really knew what was
what // overall, I'd say grass
is the worst destroyer of minds.....short of liquor itself....;it can
confuse and leave one very depressed and disconnected.....longterm//today
I drink little at all ,stopped smoking about 1981 //do little coffee
now days , no 88888888888888 years .....; In 1971
I recieved a General Discharge fron the Army.../6 months later ,I was
a member of the Alamo Foundation../ And why write this story?
;for the same reason Ezekiel wrote his.....to warn those who will
take warning. "Whether they will hear ,or whether they
will forbear,for they are most rebellious."//
At the age of twelve (1962....the year of the Cuba crisis)
I was active in the local Lutheran Church .. I
counted the money from each Sunday's collection,keeping alert
for rare coin types and dates.At age 13 ,I was confirmed as a member of
the Church. ,after some years of study,and months of Confermation
Class; I became an acolyte. I was given my own robe and lighter
and was assigned to light and put out the candles of the alter....;another
boy and I , we were required to be silent and sit still for over
an hour each service on our own special bench near the pulpit
The early 1960s --Las Vegas-- Tony Alamo's personal testimony , "
I was really going through the fire . God tells me to go up on the roof
top. So,... , no questions asked ,up I go---and up comes my landlord.----"What
are you doing up there?" ----my reply,.."WHY
YOU WANT TO KNOW...,WEASEL?"
might I just add that ,though this text is copywritted and true,
yet it is only my recall of events and statements /errors are many
no doubt and there is no intent to present this except for
what it is--- unedited and a scatter-gun storyline // yet,I think
,that may be the best format to leave it in....as recall
is in truth....all over the map....as to any timeline ///
indeed,the present does not exist at all,only a moving line
between futureandpast// quantum mechanics tells us that
psycic abilities word because all things are fragmented parts of
a higher reality...the 11 missing dimentions /////.................................................
the early 1060s ) Tony and Sue got married three times. They
have a young Indian boy ....which they had adopted. Said Tony Alamo . :This
boy told his vision to us---it was of this big foot ....crushing
everything ,nothing escaping ---everything being crushed."// my
thought s on this---technology....chasing nature to oblivion ;eventually,
a scab of a world -city.....poisoning all and everything...//note==world's
oceans are already....a shadow of it's former self//
(1963) my birthday party - may 13 ,friday Thirteen friends
came over to celebrate with me . We go bowling anf David Hill
rolls a low score of 13 ./my age , thirteen.//
(early 1960s) Tony Alamo's personal testimony : "I didn't
have much wisdom in the old days ,just lots of zeal. I'd go to the newspaper
and tell them "" If you won't publish that Jesus
is coming back ,I'll kill you."//
(early 1960s) Nevada -- Tony's personal testimony: "Susan and
I had just finished praying to see some Ufo's ,when a whole squadron
came down on us ,so close that they almost ran us off the road ."
--- ".....ufos are celestrial beings sent to survey the earth for Jesus'
return." / "...God sends monsters to frighten people
into repentance ,because of the hardness of men's hearts."//
(1962) june ,Napa,Ca./ I notice a formation of ufos in a very
high speed v - formation ;they wer headed south at 1000s
of miles per /
(1967) thanksgiving weekend ,near Gorman on I-5;
my father is driving ;everyone is tailgating in a heavy rain ./
I ask my father , "what would you do if the car in front of
you hit it's breaks?" "I'd hit mine
was his reply ." I said , "You know the laws of physics
as well as I do ,this car would never stop in time . Do what
you want with yourself ,just let me out , I'd rather walk."
I never got out though ,10 minutes later ---SMASH------$!@)) damage
in a four car mess . MY mother ended up in the front
seat ,my knee crushed a heavy metal glovebox door (1968) ------talking
to my "middle" brother ...(5 years my elder ) while he drove
back down a twisting mnt. road...." What if a car came around one of these
boom====CRASH ____ ,WE ARE HIT BROADSIDE BY A VW_GIA....., a larger
vehical might have taken us over the edge ;;;
(1963) San Fransisco --Langley/Porter Mental Hospital //my
oldest brother is being held after a psychiatric break) go
weekly with the family to group therapy sessions. Everyone seemed
to be tranquilizers,most are depressed and suicidal. My own brother
sees me and doesn't even recognize me.
(early 1960s---)Says Tony Alamo, "Here was my little Susan (both
Tony and Susan are Jewish) preaching in this park ,to a group of
stiff-necked Jews. God was really coming down with his convicting
spirit. Then, the devil (a possessed man) came running up.....,right to
Sue and me. I pointed at him and said ,"The Blood of Jesus is against
you Satan!"---- At that moment ,a ballof fire left my hand
and struck him in the chest. It turned him around in mid-air and sent him
the other way."//
(1966) Driving my mother home ,heading douth om the freeway
near Venice, I ask, " Do you see something off the coast ?
Looks like a tornado ,a big one."//
(1967) a friend ,talking to me during lunch period at high school,"Did
you know that the Egyptians predicted the end of the world, 1969 is the
last date mentioned." //upon research,that
finding comes from tomb or hallway messurements within the Great Pyramid;other
dates kicked around now are 2021ad/ 2012 or there abouts ///new
ideas as to it's use are as a trap for Zoel.... /a hidrogen gas seperator
/a power plant / a trans-dymensional doorway //a marker on Orion ,the hunter's
belt , as a launch pad for the kah of the dying //an anchor for tera
,to prevent orbital wobble or polar flip //
a guest speaker at Westchester High School ,Los Angeles-- " A few
years ago ,I traveled to Malasia---the British had been fighting Communist
rebels there and had recieved reports concerning giant lizards---50' long,8'
tall . ---- british troops eventually spotted some from helicopters."//note--this
animal was once common in n. aulstralia --a high speed hunter //crocs
are a fraction of the size...at up to about 35' //
(1960s) a member of the Alamo Foundation....talking to me of
his High school days ..// his name , Gordan Mcgregor// "I
went to Scool in the Santa Barbera area. After doing some drugs ,I and
a friend began seeing these extra-tetestrials; they were very
very visible to me and over seven feet tall ,human loking ,wearing metallic
clothing. They said they would like to take me away. A few times
,on their instruction ,we would go up into the hills ---to their craft.
Soon thereafter, I got involved with dating girls and forgot these friends
of mine....,but...I never forgot!"// this and most other quotes are,of
course...approx. omly---my abilities are not inclusive of a
photographic memory //
(1964) screen memory?/ dream--a a susquatch is chasing me down
I lock all the doors---crash! in it come through a largw window . It corners
mee ,ten feet tall, no where to run ,....so I ask ,"OK ,what do you
want?"..... at that ,it goes crazy ,begins to tremble ,screams and leaps
out a window."//
('68) rialto ca/ at my relitive's house ,sitting
on a sofa with my female cousin ,Chris ;a hanging light begins
to swing ---AN EARTHQUAKE! :SAYS Chris, "I saw
the fault line when we moved here. It goes right through this
area . They just shovelled dirt into it ,leveled it and
started building."//this quate my be from her Father...Frank Holm
(68) nam / my7777777777777 , I pass out and lay
down .Then, minites later ,an ak-47 starts firing over our heads;alert
sirons go off----I reacted sssssssssssss oooooooooooo
ssss lllllllll oooooooooo wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
----------- I tried to get to my m16 and get to my alert station
. like a 78 record going 33 rpm ;a thought runs through my
head ....THIS IS NOTHING BUT A COMMUNIST TRICK ,GET US &&&&&&&&&&&
,AND THEN KILL US ALL." //
Tony...talking of the early days of the Church/ " I was living
in this shack with a dirt floor . The walls were covered with this wallpaper
printed with these green snakes . To keep the wind out ,we had to
stull paper in the cracks." //
same period / daughter of Susan has a vision concerning downtown
LA // a terrible earthquake ,people
faling 100s of ft.//police shooting looters ;herself...watch
from an ibvisible bubble...as it were---out of time //
(69) talking to a fellow--- in nam // "about a year ago , I was rifing
my bike down from Big Trees...near Yosemite . A friend of mine was
riding in back. We noticed a ufo. ,which started playing tag
with us....for miles....on this mnt. road."/
(1970)...Don Wyley....a foundation brother // "I was part of this
lsd experiment ,I had taken massive doses ; props were used to see what
my reactions would be I was really going out of my head , until I
saw this piture of Jesus(TURIN SHROUD) .
At that moment I knew he is the Son of God; I was completely
straight ,it just brought me out of it ,... ;just like that,I
made peace with God."/
(1969) viet nam -Qui Nhon // next door to
our company, a battalion of the Korean Tiger Division. Many were
black belts in Kung-fu. They did not walk in a straight line , but had
to swing side to side....they were so muscle bound ./ They all were
just itching to get some Cong to practice on. In Korea
,they had to pull all their punches.
nam-- I look up into the sky ---a speck in the sky.....1000s of ft.
up ,a ch47 Chinook is falling nearly straight down...;at the
last possible instant ,the pillot pulls pitch on his blades and comes to
to a bouncing halt. This approach method was thought to catch snipers....off
guard... Later that day ,I see another Chinook flying over
the roofs of the town surrounding or base;onlt 20 ft. high...why?
to blow them away---literally,...the buildings just couldnt
nam --- near main gate of Qui Nhon airfield---a prositute yelling out of
a 2nd story window "you f--------- lifers!! "/
Toronto Canada ,1970 with a friend from Geogia....calling
quarters in the air--- we are very ---------- on --------------------
/ "Heads! " flick-----light
goes on ---- "..right again...,you'r getting 90% correct."
Later I am told of his mother being quite the psycic .
"She was able to tell people's future. It only brought her grief though
,she realized that her husband was going to die at a young age.
She was often afraid to tell friends the truth ."/
(1970) Winnipeg ,Manitoba /
I am walking cross town to a library to get information so
and I seem to see double images ---the present and the future ;time had
become so flexible ,first what is ,and then also,the desolation---twisted
steel and concrete rubble ,grass growing over the ruins;wild animals feeding
here and there , ;a milder clim ,birds singing---and then......flash,back
to the now! Christmas morning ---downtown, -10 degreees
1971 /naimino ,bc/ vancouver isle // in a motel room
,rolling my tobacco forthe 8th time over; THIS STUFF IS BEGINNING
TO LOOK VERY EVIL." I walk down the main street looking
for butts ;I see a smoke ....and pick it up . Then I realize
that I am the victim of some very sick joke,a tinker -toy stick ,wrapped
in a zig-zag paper. ha!
rochdale college ,ontario / ".....myself and two friends ,living
on the 12th floor ,in a room ,vacated by Brian Johnson;he had
jumped out the window a month earlier; I feel someone's hand
on my right sholder .... no one's there /
talking to Steve Mesimore/ "Steve ,do you see what I see?"
"And what is that ",says he ; "Your astral cord
. I read about them some time ago ,and mine too ,SEE!"
from my navel up to the ceiling ,a shining cord ,invisible
hitching / nevada "....finally ,after hours
of waiting for someone ,a pickup stops
"HELLO ! " ,
no re«ly ---then plop! ,a pistol-belt is set down between us . On
it is a foot long hunting knife and a 44 revolver .He never says
a word to me till I get out.
at the zoo / I am not even
feeding the pigeons .....yet not only them but also the ducks ,chickens
and even a pheasant ,are all fallowing me in a long line
; VERY STRANGE ///
rock festival /satsop washington / august 71
about 100 miles from Seattle / I and many others see a motionless
ufo hovering nearby ;has row of windows abouts it's
center ;is quite large and just as suddenly ,it vanishes // on the pa system
was playing.. "YEAH YEAH ,IT'S THE TAX MAN"/
early beattles song //
ft. lewis wash/after&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&very
heavily,.I decided to look into the sun;it seems something
is rushing around and around the corona;after a few minitws
,I lay down on the lawn and start starring straight up ;I noyice
above me a pillar of cloud ,like the eye of a huricane, only====no
storm /I look up at other clouds nearby and they quickly
evaporate // as a teenager I practiced on hanging
mobiles in my room; I could make all or parts spin and
reverse direction // or cause a candle flame to strobe
tony ....talking of the early days of the church at Cresent
Heights // "....I was like the Pied Piper ,leading the rats out of
the city....out to the beaches ===hundreds of them ,to be baptiised in
the ocean by me."// "I felt like some monster ,like Godzilla....come
up to destroy the city .....(of sin);....hundreds of youngsters ,lined
up to be baptized."//
watching mission imposible // march 1972 //