Troilus and Cressida..".;her wanton spirit looks out at every joint and motive of her body.(......)
and wide unclasp the tables of their thoughts  to every ticklish
reader! "///speaks to the firey  aura of some...the saints
included----ie....aspect of this   halos noted by many....world
wide.....astral cords.....poltergists.and yes..one shroud and
one smaller cloth......of some note////  agamemnon   v.155
 "....understand more clear,what's past and what's to come is
strew'd with husks and formless oblivion;...."/again---idea
of  being enwrapped....his cast off---bodies of reincarnation
and the resserection itself///nestor  v.190   "....when ,that
a ring of Greeks have hemm'd thee in, like an Olimpian
wrestling:this have I seen; but this thy countainance,still
lock'd in steel,I never saw till now."///:"....the end crowns
all,and that old common arbitrator Time ,will one day end
it"//act v/  "....how now ,thou core of envy !Thou crusty batch
of nature,..."//end of scene one "...:;it is prodigious,there
will come some change; the sun borrows of the moon ,when Diomed
keeps his word."//refl. coverings as part of  said image/said
thought///v.70  "...and by hell's torments,I will not speak
a word// and so, good night:(......) doth that grieve  thee
O withered truth?"./ii/ 110/ "...this fault in us  I find,the
error of our eye directs our mind:what error leads,must
err..."/// v.185  "....strong as Pluto's gates;Cressid is mine
,tied with the bond od heaven(.....) the fractions of her faith
,orts of her love,THE FRAGMENTS,SCRAPS,THE BITS ....AND GREASY
RELICS OF HER OVER EATEN FAITH,....ARE BOUND TO
DIOMED."///PLUTO'S GATES CLEARLY SPEAKS TO THE TOMB//THE
UNDERWORD.../IMAGES THEREOF///RELICS THEREOF///

troilus and cressida/ v/ii 188/  "...my courtious lord,adieu.
Farewell,revolted fair! and Diomed,STAND FAST,AND WEAR A CASTLE
UPON THY HEAD!//I BRING YOU TO THE GATES//  ACEPT DISTRACTED
THANKS."///again...a seeming peak by the muse...the
overself....GOD....into the true nature of a pivital few moments
in this planets life/....the revival ,orAT THE LEAST,THE IMAGING
OF  yeshua HOMESHEA....THE virgin born..../castle ,of course,
made up of defensive rectangles....scales if you will....to
cover the head  and body from war's violence/// scene iii/
"...;armed and bloody in intent. Consort with me in LOUD&Dear
perdition;persue we him.......on knees;for I have dream'd of
bloody turbulence ,and this whole night hath nothing been,but
shapes and forms of slaughter./O,'TIS TRUE."////AGAIN...IN TOTAL
THE SHROUD IMAGRY HAS LITTLE ELSE ,SAVE BLOOD AND EVIDENCE UPON
EVIDENCE....OF EXTREME TORMENT AND PAIN;INDEED---PAIN ITSELF
MAY HAVE BEEN KEY TO THE  ENERGY UPBURST EVIDENCED....OR AT
LEAST....THE TRAMA THEREOF/OF COURSE....ON A LARGER SCALE---
THE WORLD ITSELF CRYS OUT....THE FORESTS ARE TURNED TO ARRID
WASTES....THE SEAS ARE FILTERED OVER AND OVER FOR REMAINING
LIFE.....AS THEY ONE BY ONE....FAIL TO SUPPORT 1000S OF
SPECIES;INDEED....THE NETS OF fishers of Palistine and the
Nile...bring me back in my mind to the SaVIOR HIMSELF IN THE
NET OF EVIL MEN(PSALMS)////ACT V/III/67/ "/...;thy mother
hathvisions;CASSANDRA DOTH FORSEE;AND I MYSELF AM LIKE  a prophet
SUDDENLY ENRAPT, TO TELL THEETHAT THIS DAY IS
OMINOUS;THEREFORE,COME BACK(.......)LOOK,HOW THOU DIEST!LOOK,HOW
THY EYE TURNS PALE! LOOK ,HOW THY WOUNDS DO BLEED AT MANY
VENTS!(.......)FAREWELL:the gods with safety,(ARMOR COVERING)do
stand about thee! "///suddenly enrapt/enwrapped//it would seem
so....beyond all doubt/  scene v/v "...there is 1000 Hectors
in the field: now ,here he fights ,on Galathe his horse,and
there lacks work;anon he's there on foot,and there thy fly or
die,like scaled sculls ,before the belching whale;(.......)
proof is called imposibility."    ///"....great Achilles is
arming ,weeping ,vowing vengeance:PATROCLUS' WOUNDS HAVE ROUSED
HIS DROWSY BLOOD,..."/// "....DIOMED! TURN THY FALSE FACE,THOU
TRATOR,,and  pay thy life ..."////destorted  image via a state
of war===man out of ballance with all things---self included//
"....wilt thou not? I like thy armour well; I'LL FRUSH IT,AND
UNLOCK THE RIVITS ALL,..."///  "...,BUT KEEP YOURSELVES IN BREATH
AND WHEN I HAVE ,THE BLOODY HECTOR FOUND, EMPALE HIM WITH YOUR
WEAPONS ROUND...(ABOUT)...."////MORE OF SCENE  SEVEN//    AS
.........CHRIST WAS OFT CALLED----ILLIGITAMATE....//"....I AM
A BASTARD TOO;I LOVE BASTARDS:I AM A BASTARD BIGOT,BASTARD
INSTRUCTED,BASTARD IN MIND ,bastard in valour,in
everything,illigitimate.One bear will not bite another,and
wherefore should one bastard?(......):if the son of a whore
fight for a whore,he tempts judgement: FARWELL,BASTARD."//"...THE
DEVIL TAKE THEE,COWARD."/ SCENE VIII/ "....the sun begins to
set;how ugly night comes----breathing at his heals:..."//
"..most putrified core, so fair without,thy goodly armour thus
hast cost thy life."///  "....turn ,slave...and fight"//"..."what
art thou?"/"....a bastard son..."./// approx
1602ad/allswellthatendswell/by ws.//1st scene  "....T'were all
one....that I should love a bright ,particular star and think
to wed it,HE .. IS SO ABOVE ME: IN HIS BRIGHT
RADIANCE((]]]]])..THE AMBITION IN MY LOVE ,THUS PLAGUES
ITSELF:the hind that would be mated by the lion ,...must
die...."///   "....now he's gone,and my idolitious fancy must
sanstify his reliques."///scene iii/ "...tis not so well that
I am poor,though many of the rich be damned..."///one of the
instuctions to a follower---by Christ---"....sell all thou
hast...and,"///   "...this,to our blood is born;it is the show
of nature's truthwhere love's strong passion is...."// and as
for the first photo image..."....;invention is ashamed,against
the proclamation of thy passion(.....)..see it,so grossly
shown."//the very idea...that in all the www  ,nowhereelse are
tobefoundimages ofHISpassiON OFsaid shroud---save in visible
light imagry/that feat belogs to the  late 19th
century....1898///yet ,here is the 21st//desire and doctrine
must be one and the same//     "...THIS CAPTIOUS AND INTENIBLE
SIEVE..."//(...._ "...THAT LOOKS UPON HIS WORSHIPPER,BUT KNOWS
HIM NO MORE..."/   "...SO TRUE A FLAME....IN LIKING..."//AGAIN-
--MOOD AND AURA TYPES---THE ONE AND THE SAME//ACTii/"...one
CAPTAIN SPURIO,WITH HIS CICATRICE(reptile-enscaled?) ,an emblem
of war,HERE....ON HIS SINISTER CHEEK; IT WAS THIS VERY SWORD
THAT ENTRENCHED IT:SAY TO HIM..., i  l i v e ;..."///note
film...THEY Livewhere an insight to reality is had...but not
terribly welcomed by others/I FEEL MUCH THE SAME...IN A STUGGLE
TO GET SOMEPOSITIVE FEEDBACK ON WHAT IS CLEARLY SEEN/..."...i
have seen a medicine,that is able to breath life into a
stone,quicken a stone..."//HELENA   "...AND OF HIS OLD EXPERIENCE
THE ONLY DARLING,HE BADE ME STORE UP,AS A TRIPLE EYE, SAFER
THAN MINE OWN TWO,MORE DEAR;I HAVE SO :(.....)  I COME TO TENDER
IT..."//TO OFFER UP//   '...WE MUST NOT SO STAIN OUR
JUDGEMENT,OR CORRUPT OUR HOPE  TO prositute our past-cure malidy
(death itself---of imagry thereof)to  empirics,or to dissever
so..."/// fear of a new truth---as was Issa feared and
mocked...before Pialate...///  "...ere twice the fiery
torcher,his diurnal ring;ere twice ,in  murk and occidental
damp...MOST HESPERUS HATH QUENCHED HIS SLEEPY LAMP(....)  live
free and sickness freely die."// period of the passover feast
and resserection///"....hence is it ,that we make trifles of
terrors;ensconcing ourselves into seeming knowledge..."//

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"...they say miricles are past and we have our philosophical
persons....to make modern and familiar..."//to fly in the face
of accepted knowledge.... this world is not what it seems...
and I ,by no means canCOMEcloseto stating the reality of the
infinite layers thereof //I HAVE WITNESSED  MORE THAN A FEW
UNEXPLAINABLE HAPPENINGS...AS HAVE HUMANS THROUGHOUT THE
AGES..../SOMETIMES ,IT WOULD SEEM.....WE NEED TO BE REMINDED//MY
MOST RESENT WAS OF THE MUCH TALKED ABOUT CONTRAILS OF NORTH
AMERICA.../ I WAS DRIVING TRUCK SOUTH TOWARD ARIZONA...WHEN
I TRULLY SAY A  S I G N   IN THE HEAVENS....A HUGE AND WIDE
CONTRAIL  A COUPLE MILES WIDE EXTENDING FOR DOZENS OF MILES
OVER  I-15/....THAT WAS STRANGE ENOUGH...SAVE THAT  SLIGHTLY
TO THE S/E IT FORMED A PERFECT CIRCLE...THUS---------O------
,PERHAPS 6 MILES ACROSS...NOTING HUMAN COMES TO MIDE IN THE
REASONING...THE PURPOSE.../ PERHAPS JUST  ALIEN JOY -RIDERS..OR
AS WITH CROP CIRCLES...JUST A REMINDER OF WHAT'S REALLY UP/...
OTHER SMALLER UNREASONABLE THINGS  I AND  FRIENDS HAVE WITNESSED
TOGETHER---MELTED PLASTICWARE...AS IN A STARTREK STORY/WRITING
ONaWALLinFRESH PAINT...BY AN UNSEEN HAND/SUPERBOLTS ALONG THE
CALIF. COAST....OUT OF THE CLEAR SKY  LIGHTING UP THE SKY  FOR
100S OF MILES AROUND /A TRIPLE SET OF RAINBOWS...EAST OF
FRESNO/DOZENS OF  PEOPLE...SPEAKING IN TONGUES...AT TIMES...EVEN
UNABLE TO KEEP THEIR FEET/...A LARGE
UFO...1971.WITH much DETAIL EVIDENCED...A DEPRESSED ACID
HEAD..BURNINGa hole IN CANADIAN DRIFTWOOD///IE.....BY FOCUSED
THOUGHT ALONE///AND INDEED...THE TURIN SHROUD MIGHT WELL BE
SO CALLED...A WELL FOCUSED THOUGHT...NOT TO MENTION... YESHUA'S
OWN GOSPEL/// AND MY QUALIFICATION...TO  HELP TELL SUCH A STORY/
ONLY THAT...,WHILE IN CANADA..IN 1971...I had an idea/and an
insight ...at that time...into the multi-layer reality we call
the SOLAR SYSTEM//One of the side effects of this was the failure
of electrical current  near me for a time
afterwards---another...a realization...that I was being
used....to some end...and 11 years later...I FOUND,IN
PART...WHAT////       AND YES...there have been proofs of my
interacts with "the watchers"...mostly dating  back to  a wooded
area we lived in outside Napa,ca//1955-65//when I WAS
5-15 years old //MISSING TIME/VISITORS OVERNIGHT IN BY BEDROOM COMPLAINED
OF BEING BOTHERED BY SOMEONE....DOING SOMETHING TO THEM(NOT
ME!)/  SCOUP SCARRING ON LEG  /B/B SIZES BALLS UNDER SKIN...FOUND
AND LATER REMOVED BY UNKNOWN PARTIES/ NOSE BLEED CITY/A SIGHTING/
I MUST SAY ,GOD MUST HAVE PLANS FOR US ALL...OR SOME TIME AGO..WE
WOULD HAVE ALL BEEN TOAST///FOR GOOD OR ILL,TIME TELLS ALL...BUT
AS FOR FOREKNOWAGE OF THE NEXT 2000 YEARS..,THAT SEEMS TO BE
CONVIENIENTLY WHIPPED AWAY FROM OUR PSYCE...OR...FROM MOST OF
US/AS ANIMALS CAN FORCAST A BIG QUAKE...SO ALSO CAN  SOME SEE
AURA...AND BEYOND TIME...AS DID E.CAYCE    //as for my memory
of said missING time, it would seemTHAT it is something I can
only fill-in...in fragments/// one memory...screen type or
not...,who knows...is that of brainwashing methods....pain
adversion..as much of the OLD TESTAMENT IS FULL OF.....KILL
OR DIE....LEAVE OR DIE....FREE THEM OR DIE.../HEAVEN OR HELL/
LIKE TRAINING A DOG...NOT TO WET THE FLOOR/   ONE CLEAR
MEMORY...INVOLVED BRAIN SURGURY...MYSELF...OUT OF BODY WATCHING
MYSELF BEING OPENED UPAND ALTERED IN SO WAY...OR IMPLANTED...THE
FEAR OF THIS MAY HAVE BEEN A MAJOR PART OF THIS
PROCESS..,INDEED..THEY ROBOTS OR NO....SEEMED TO ENJOY THE
THEATRICS OF SCARRING THE**************OUT OF ME AND A NUMBER
OF OTHERS...SO ALSO IMMOLILIZED..../MUCH AS IN THE FILM    TOTAL
RECALL/is it a dream or are they really demons from hell/angels
of God// I COULDNT HELP IMAGINING THAT ONE OF THEIR FAVORITE
PROCEDURES WAS TO SHAVE THE EXPOSED BRAIN....DOWN TO IT'S CORE
ELEMENTS, AND FEAST ON THE FLESH AND THE PSYCE...AND THE
TERROR,AS WITH HAL HIMSELF ,YOU ARE ASKED TO  RESIGHT AN inane
rhyme...over and over //clockworkorange hinted atSOMEofthis
itWOULDseem/the useless criminal mind is reworked on a worldwide
scale or....vice-versa.../some have speculated at our real
value... breeding stock for slave
labor....food..,entertainment...a teraforming/tera-destroying
experiment...through varied world cycle and extintions/pets/a
gene pool///if indeed Mary was visited by the Holy Ghost..it
,at least once involved the birth of a half hebrew son//indeed,a
birth of other means is pointed to ,though out many ancient
texts.../I will be reviewing these for various reasons...the
early gods of babylon...and heros thereof/and sooner than that
,the Centuries of Nostrodamas/from just prior to w.s/and Dante's
Divine Comedy....assent from Satan's side in hell...to the
highest paradeso/

///back tothe 400 year old text of...alls well ,that ends   well //"
...helena))  the honour,sir,that flames in
your fair eyes,before I speak,too threateningly replies: love
make your fortunes...20 times above..."// "....from lowest
place ,when virtuous things proceed,the place is dignified by
doer's deed:..."///"...strange it is,that our bloods,of color
,weight,and heat,poured all together,would quite confound
distinction..."// " I FIND THAT SHE WHICH LATE WAS IN MY NOBLER
THOUGHTS,MOST BASE,IS NOW....THE PRAISED OF THE KING..."//THAT
LIES THREE THIRDS;AND USES A KNOWN TRUTH TO PASS 1000 NOTHINGS
WITH....(....)  GOD SAVE YOU CAPTAIN..."///"....THERE CAN BE
NO KERNEL IN THIS LIGHT NUT; THE SOUL OF MAN  IS HIS
CLOTHS.TRUSTHIM NOT..

."///ACT iii/ "...by my troth,I TAKE MY
LORD TO BE A VERY MELANCOLY MAN.  //BY WHAT OBSERVANCE,I PRAY
YOU."//  "....LET ME SEE WHAT HE WRITES,...."///SCENE IV/
"....--TO CHARGE IN WITH OUR HORSE ,UPON OUR OWN WINGS,AND REND
OUR OWN SOLDIERS..."///ACT iv/  "...to the full arming of the
verity./I AM HEARTILY SORRY,THAT HE'LL BE GLAD OF THIS./ HOW
MIGHTLY SOMETIMES WE MAKE US COMFORTS OF OUR LOSES!(.....) THE
WEB OF OUR LIFE IS A MINGLED YARN,GOOD AND ILL TOGETHER..:..our
virtues would be proud ,if our faults whipped them not;and our
crimes would dispair ,if they were not cherished ...by our
virtues."//  again note the mix of tomb imagry....and body
imagry....evidenced in JESUS' BURIAL CLOTH....THEY SPEEK OF
POWER.....   TO HURT/TO HEAL  /OF WAR AND NONVIOLENCE//
ALSO....WHEN MET ABROAD....BY NATIVE PEOPLES....OFT THEY THOUGHT
THE MISSONARY'S MESSAGE....OF CHRIST CRUSIFIED AND  KILLED....,AS
A STRANGE WAY TO TREAT GOD... TO KILL,AS IT WERE THE
CREATOR....AND CLING TO THAT IMAGE...AS TO LIFE ITSELF...//AS
PAUL SAYS FINALLY IN ONE LETTER....,"....FOR BY MAN ,CAME
DEATH...."//PERHAPS...BUT MORE TO THE POINT....BY MAN'S
CREATION...,GOD'S CREATION...TOOK A TURN TOWARDS A NEW TOP
PREDITOR...THAT MAY,AT LAST GROW UP OR PREY ON ITSELF...AND
FLOUNDER IN LOST OPERTUNITIES AND SELFHATE//
 
 

ACT V/ "HE KNOWS HIMSELF ,MY BED HE HATH
DEFILED;AND AT THAT TIME HE GOT HIS WIFE WITH CHILD:DEADTHOUGH
SHE BE,SHE FEELS HER YOUNG ONE KICK:SO THERE BE MY RIDDLE....ONE
THATS DEAD IS QUICK."///"...NO MY GOOD LORD;TIS' BUT THE SHADOWOF
A WIFE YOU SEE,THE NAME ,AND NOT THE THING."

///AGAIN....THE
RESURRECTION COMES TO MIND/THE THINGS OF THE MONEY-CHANGER'S
TABLE....ATOP CHRIST....THE VIOLENCE OF QUAKING AND THE BURSTING
FORTH TO THE MORNING //AND THE LEFT-BEHINDS....UPON THE
FLOOR....CAST ASIDE....TO BE WONDERED AT//AN UNRELATED NOTE....AS
SEING THE MEDITERANIAN SEA AS A WOMB OF CREATION....WITH EXTERNAL
CREATIVE FORCES WORKING THEREON/VIEWED FROM THE WEST....I'S
FARTHEST REACHES AND WATER-SHED ARE ...AMONG OTHER
PLACES....SYRIA....AND ISRAEL
NEAR THESE HEAD WATERS IS URFA....PROBABLE....LONG TIME HOME
OF THE  holy SHROUD...OF ONE...AT TIMES CALLED...WOMAN'S SEED/
GENESIS 3/15/  IE...NOT BORN OF MAN...AS ADAM WAS NOT///URFA
IS NOT TRUELY IN THE MEDITERANIAN WATER=SHEAD....BUT IN THAT
OF THE PERSIAN GULF....AND IT IS THOUGHT BY SOME...THAT AN
ANTARTIC ICE SLIPAGE SENT NORTH A VAST WALL OF WATER(noah's
flood) up the Persian gulf and flooding many coastlines....dying
out in the highlands near ARARAT...and area of new
beginnings...for much of humanity...and the new church...as
well/

back to act v// "...will thou not speak all thou
knowest?/ YES,SO PLEASE YOUR MAJESTY.I DID GO BETWEEN THEM,AS
I SAID(......)..:FOR INDEED, HE WAS MAD FOR HER,AND TALKED OF
SATAN;AND OF LIMBO,AND OF FURIES,AND I KNOW NOT WHAT]]]"/"...OUT
UPON THEE ,KNAVE! DOST THOU PUT UPON ME AT ONCE ,BOTH THE OFFICE
OF GOD AND THE DEVIL? (THE)ONE BRINGS THEE IN(TO) GRACE,THE
OTHER BRINGS THEE OUT.'/(THEREOF)//MIX OF SHROUD IMAGRY....IMAGRY
OF TERrorAND WAR/AND THE FLESHLY EFFECTS THEREOF.../  MEASURE
FOR MEASURE/1604AD/  '/....I THINK I HAVE DONE MYSELF WRONG,HAVE
I NOT?/YES,THAT THOU HAST,WHEATHER TAINTED OR FREE./(.....)HAVE
PURCHASED MANY DISEASES UNDER HER ROOF....(....) TO WHAT ,I
PRAY ?/ TO JUDGE//  TO 3000 DOLOURS A YEAR/ AY,AND
MORE."//"...WHICH HAVE ,LIKE UNSCOURED ARMOR...,HUNG BY THE
WALL...SO LONG,THAT 19 ZODIACS HAVE GONE ROUND,AND NONE OF THEM
BEEN WORN(....) THE DROWSY AND NEGLECTED ACT..."/IMAGRY OF
JESUS...OF EYES CLOSSED...BURIED,NEGLECTED....AS IF...ASLEEP//THE
TURIN CLOTH...NOTE TO BE A PHOTOGRAPHIC NEGATIVE...AFTER 19
CENTURIES...IN 1898 //REasonFOR 1998 SHOWING//prophetic I'd
say....and the armor/armour....wall imagry....walks  are
oft...usually....of rectangles of stone//of brick/armor...also
was oft  enscaled....as is the selfimage of the resserection/
"....whether it be the fault and glimpse of newness,or whether
that the body public be a horse ,where upon the governer doth
ride(......)but,this new governer AWAKES ME ALL THE ENROLLED
PENALTIES  WHICH HAVE  LIKE UNSCOURED ARMOUR.....HUNG BY THE
WALL SO LONG...? "   NOTE ALSO...IN EDDESSA...IT IS THOUGHT THAT
THE HOLY SHROUD SPENT LONG YEARS IN A CAVITY...IN A WALL....OVER
A GATE....AS TO SAVE IT  FROM HIGH RUNOFF
WATERS//

/SECONDact/"...we must not make a scarcrow of the
law,setting it up to fear (away)the birds of prey,and let it
keep one shape,till custom makes it their pirch,and not their
terror."///one of the favorite coin images of the period was
that of the ROMAN EAGLE....OFT...ATOP A GLOBE...or a thunderbolt
with  small wings....,both of these types are quite likely imaged
with and via the flesh of Yeshua//indeed....Roman Parade armours
were  quite the show of strength...and  these all  played their
part////and of the  law....the torah....Issa was oft called
a teacher thereo ....and stated he had come to fulfill both
the law and the prophets//  ii/ii/135/ isabella "...we cannot
weigh our brother with ourself;GREAT MEN MAY JEST WITH
SAINTS,'TIS WIT IN THEM,(.....)WHICH IN A SOLDIER....IS FLAT
BLASPHEMY.(....)BECAUSE ,AUTHORITY ,THOUGH IT ERR LIKE
OTHERS,HATH YET A KIND OF MEDICINE IN ITSELF ,THAT SKINS THE
VICE OVER THE TOP(.....)HARK HOW I BRIBE YOU: TURN BACK"/.//
"...THE LAW HATH NOT BEEN DEAD,THOUGH IT HATH
SLEPT,(THAT)...:THOSE MANY HAD NOT DARED TO DO THAT EVIL.".

"//ACT 4/ "..."...SO SWEETLY ARE FORSWORN;AND THOSE EYES,THE BREAK
OF DAY,lights that do mislead the morn:..."///"....O PLACE OF
GREATNESS,MILLIONS OF FALSE EYES ARE STUCK UPON THEE!(]]]]])1000
ESCAPES OF WITMAKE THEE  THE FATHER  OF THEIR IDLE DREAMS,..."///
AGAIN  THE IDEA OF AN UNEVEN ,FRAGMENTED....CURSED THING  AT
THE HEART OF A MATTER/  "...UNFIT TO LIVE OR DIE!  O GRAVEL
HEART! AFTER HIM,FELLOWS,BRING HIM TO THE BLOCK///(....)HOW
DO YOU FIND THE PRISONER?///a creature unprepared,unmeet for
death..."/   "...every  letter he hath writ,hath disvouched
other./ in most uneven and distracted manner(.....):pray heaven,
his wisdom be not tainted."/again ,about the resurrrection and
the  items thereof/ of doubts and misgivings..."/...dishonoured
life ...with ransom of such shame(tomb image survives the
dishonor of burial under an officer's tack/andarmors//  "...of
such shameWOULD YET  HE HAD LIVED! ALACK ,WHEN ONCE OUR GRACE
,WE HAVE FORGOT,NOTHING GOES RIGHT:we would and we would not."/